Nikmat Mana Yang Ingin Kau Dustakan?

I scrolled IG and FB.  So many people are going to perform Umrah.  May Allah accept you ibadah and kindness overthere.  InsyaAllah. I am so touched because I miss that places so much. I always pray to Allah, accept my dua and allow me to perform Hajj in near future and insyaAllah before 35 years Old. Pray for me. 

I wanna share something that I think I can't share it on FB or IG. I worry missunderstand within my friends.  

I was in Makkah, Madinah when I was 23 years old.  Young girl.  Went there alone without family. Only dependent(in term of people) on others jemaah. My mom and dad always reminded me to perform tawaf sunat many times. Read Al quran, stay at Masjidil Haram most of the time, but you know, I was young. I didnt do that effectively.  And I regret. 

Until now, when I see Kaabah in picture, I really sad. Because, when I had chance to go there, I didnt fully utilize the time given. And now I promise to myself and pray to Allah that I will stay at mosque most the time, read Al quran continuesly, look at Kaabah frequently for my next visit. InsyaAllah InsyaAllah! 

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Macam tu la.  Janji nak menulis secara istiqamah, tapi hampeh.  But I still have target to continue writing.  

And this new year of 2017, I have present for myself especially.  I was so touched with this writing. From Dr Hamid Arshad.  Betul-betul rasa pesanan ikhlas dari seorang Datuk kepada cucu.  One of his message is make a journal and write a diary and note.  Am so inspired.  Terus I menulis hari ni. 

Menulis bukan untuk orang, tetapi untuk diri sendiri.  Apa yang kita dah buat untuk diri sendiri especially. Untuk orang sekeliling, masyarakat, Agama and anything else.

I'll start making a list in order to make sure my life goes effectively and efficiently. InsyaAllah.  Everyone has target. As well like me. I have target for my future 5 years. But, we must remember, Allah is the best planner. If one of  your dream's achieved, Just remember, is not your effort but Allah's will.  Allah gives us time, rezeki, nikmat and everything. 

And last but not least, my target this year, I wanna share my love that Allah has given to me with someone else. Be part of my life. Ehemmmm.